What the fuck am I doing
I still love you. I still miss you. I still need you.
They say everything will get better with time.. missing you, my depression, everything else.. but it’s not. It get’s worse every single day.
I still dream of you every night. I still wake up thinking of your face.
Increased meds dosage isn’t helping at all.
I love you. A million times over, I love you.
I still love you. I still miss you. I still need you.
They say everything will get better with time.. missing you, my depression, everything else.. but it’s not. It get’s worse every single day.
I wouldn’t call this living anymore.
Simply filling time so I can sleep again.
I don’t care anymore. Just turn up here so we can fall asleep together.
Eurgh. Really worried about the appointment with the new doctor this thursday..
Anonymous asked: Are u alive? You haven't posted for ages
Honestly? Barely.
Session today was really hard. Talked about some pretty scary stuff. Not sure how to feel.
Eurgh. The thought of you with someone else just makes me burst into tears.
A really beautiful piece of music. Two genres you wouldn’t think work together.. but he nails it.
I know i’ve been posting alot of shit about my depression etc recently..
And i do this tumblr for nobody but myself, as a way of finding and keeping inspiration and a place to write my thoughts.
But i also appreciate that seeing my shit all over your feed is probably annoying, if you’d appreciate me setting a second blog aside for that stuff, please let me know on here.
If i get enough people saying ‘yes please’ i’ll do it.
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