A Living Man Declared Dead & Other Chapters

Completely distraught. I love you so much.

Wed, 19 Jun 2013 16:51:31 -0400

Completely distraught. I love you so much.

What the fuck am I doing

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 06:40:31 -0400

What the fuck am I doing

I still love you. I'm still IN love with you. I still miss you. I still want you here.

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 13:23:04 -0400

soundofsymmetry: I still love you. I still miss you. I still need you.They say everything will get...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 09:13:00 -0400

soundofsymmetry:

I still love you. I still miss you. I still need you.
They say everything will get better with time.. missing you, my depression, everything else.. but it’s not. It get’s worse every single day.

I still dream of you every night. I still wake up thinking of your face.

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 14:37:44 -0400

I still dream of you every night. I still wake up thinking of your face.

Increased meds dosage isn’t helping at all.

Mon, 10 Jun 2013 18:23:51 -0400

Increased meds dosage isn’t helping at all.

I love you. A million times over, I love you.

Sat, 08 Jun 2013 22:03:50 -0400

I love you. A million times over, I love you.

I still love you. I still miss you. I still need you.They say everything will get better with time.....

Tue, 04 Jun 2013 18:27:39 -0400

I still love you. I still miss you. I still need you.
They say everything will get better with time.. missing you, my depression, everything else.. but it’s not. It get’s worse every single day.

I wouldn’t call this living anymore. Simply filling time so I can sleep again.

Tue, 04 Jun 2013 06:41:43 -0400

I wouldn’t call this living anymore.
Simply filling time so I can sleep again.

I don’t care anymore. Just turn up here so we can fall asleep together.

Thu, 30 May 2013 18:43:58 -0400

I don’t care anymore. Just turn up here so we can fall asleep together.

Eurgh. Really worried about the appointment with the new doctor this thursday..

Tue, 28 May 2013 17:44:57 -0400

Eurgh. Really worried about the appointment with the new doctor this thursday..

Are u alive? You haven't posted for ages

Tue, 28 May 2013 04:22:29 -0400

Honestly? Barely.

Session today was really hard. Talked about some pretty scary stuff. Not sure how to feel.

Wed, 22 May 2013 18:35:32 -0400

Session today was really hard. Talked about some pretty scary stuff. Not sure how to feel.

Eurgh. The thought of you with someone else just makes me burst into tears.

Wed, 22 May 2013 07:10:43 -0400

Eurgh. The thought of you with someone else just makes me burst into tears.

A really beautiful piece of music. Two genres you wouldn’t...

Tue, 21 May 2013 18:26:35 -0400

A really beautiful piece of music. Two genres you wouldn’t think work together.. but he nails it.

I know i’ve been posting alot of shit about my depression etc recently.. And i do this tumblr...

Tue, 21 May 2013 18:13:36 -0400

I know i’ve been posting alot of shit about my depression etc recently..
And i do this tumblr for nobody but myself, as a way of finding and keeping inspiration and a place to write my thoughts.

But i also appreciate that seeing my shit all over your feed is probably annoying, if you’d appreciate me setting a second blog aside for that stuff, please let me know on here.

If i get enough people saying ‘yes please’ i’ll do it.

Just had another. Perhaps the worst one ever. I want.. need you here more than anything. I...

Tue, 21 May 2013 17:29:39 -0400

Just had another. Perhaps the worst one ever. I want.. need you here more than anything. I can’t even begin to explain it.

Go on Anonymous and tell me one thing you've been too scared to tell me, but have always wanted to say.

Tue, 21 May 2013 17:27:38 -0400

Everything. Your ideal future. Wife, kids etc

Tue, 21 May 2013 12:12:50 -0400

My ideal future.. living with my ex somewhere maybe in the country. Both with stable jobs and lots of pets. Kids, 2 or 3. That’s what i’d do anything for.

eightninea: Cracked —

Tue, 21 May 2013 11:48:20 -0400

eightninea:

Cracked —